Talking to the moon

• 終於到台灣。公司最後一天大家都蠻捨不得的，Fermi請我吃午餐，她人真的太好了！
  比較失望的是，沒人鳥我的告別信，但感覺聚散離合他們都看太多了。
  叫自己好好放假吧！

• went on a badminton trip w Apps team + Nicol + Mei. so cuteeee
  

• 好久沒上來這裡了。覺得最近有點快喘不過氣來，好多事情要做，好多事情到我頭上，還是我是工作狂 lol？
  這禮拜最讓人難過的事情是我老闆Fermi要離職，真的讓我看清一堆事情，因為這個真的出乎意料……我覺得太扯了。
  他兩個禮拜前還跟我聊交接的事情，但他隔一個禮拜就決定離職，不知道要交接個屁。。。。我覺得公司的management真的很差==。
  過去16個月走了超級多人，and ironically, me as an intern is currently the third “senior” dev on Apps team….
  我覺得這個team至少到今年底都會很艱困……超不忍心的：（ 希望一切都好好的。我也很慶幸有留這四個月，覺得真的學到很多。
  
  i miss home

• 沒動力讀paper做研究….只想工作寫程式看youtube耍廢。要好好把握在Sony的最後時光！我想努力留下多一點東西：）

• summer vacation is officially here! stuck with a vctools issue for the whole afternoon but ended up it was a permission problem smh. realized that I only got less than 1.5 months until my super long coop ends :( I love to work here and I don’t want to leave…

• 今天存到第半桶金！就用回台灣來慶祝。而且回台灣還可以給我爸養，開始付自己的學費、房租的時候，才發現之前多麼的幸福。

• Phil Larson’s leaving :( Don Boogert’s last week at Sony as well.
  
  Chatted with him in the kitchen:
  : Good luck with your future endeavors!
  Don: I haven’t got much of a future left, but you do!
  : 🥺

• Last Thursday, I met Camille for the first time! We all went for ice cream and it was super nice :)
  

• Yesterday was wilddd. Finally got to drive a car for the first time in 2 years or so. Had some pleasant conversations w Lucia :)

• 好久沒有update.過得不錯！昨天跟同事去打桌球、吃拉麵，拉麵超好吃😭。終於拿到學簽、工作簽、駕照。

• made a nuke plugin to generate a dbus interface on startup and connected my extension to it. never used nuke before and wrote a plugin in one day. it’s a great day

• 昨天跟Sony的同事吃飯慶祝端午節，然後去Jeren家擼貓，lollipop超可愛 :)
  每個人人都超好，也讓我感覺到台灣的溫暖，因為來這邊第一次節慶有人ㄧ起慶祝。意外聽到其實自己在公司裡名聲蠻好的，也讓我很開心。
  realization of the week: 寧願把薪水位階看輕一點，做自己喜歡的、收穫多的，也不要去大公司當他們的奴隸。

• 今天一直在binge林俊傑

• im so fortunate, honestly. Backend mentors basically said:
  

• got invited to a random boba trip with the backend team today, met new people, they were all so nice :) + i hate econ + 感覺有什麼讓人難過的事情上來這邊宣洩一下就會好很多 + 為什麼 偏偏要遇到一堆爛人搞砸我的心情 + 當然也有很nice的人，可能我需要be a bit more positive? + (補星期一) sayem跟我一起抱怨超多事情，算是國際學生的哀悼ㄅ + he’s such a good friend :)

• 公車上聽到兩個阿嬤在講台語，突然很想家。

• brought lunch , chatted with lg (software architect of the backend department), and ate an apple for the first time in like 2 years. 要多喝水！ 潛水團的人都在考rescue了，i could’ve gotten it years ago but *sighs*

• i’m obsessed with cat videos

• feeling kinda moody lately. 和很多人聊天，聊工作、聊生活。突然發現我已經一年沒有回台灣了。 在這邊就是自給自足，放牛吃草。i mean you kinda get constantly loved back home. i’m probably not a kid anymore huh. sounds corny but i dont think i’ll worry about this if mom is here with me rn.

• 特斯拉面試官給人的vibe很差。WFO之後第一次煮晚餐：番茄炒蛋、煎鮭魚、炒青菜、蛋花湯。發現其實不會延畢。

• signed up for a company gym membership. gotta move my butt lol.

• life update was born today. 記錄生活瑣事。

• (going backwards in time) chill day. William Ching’s last day at Sony :( blitz rating 1600+, woohoo!